oh hi.

I havent posted in this in over a year. apparently im not good at keeping up with things. anyone out there?

rant #2.

i dont understand how people get these stupid shows on tv.

after one season of trying to find the person you love and not GIVE IT UP!

GOD!

rant #1.

i fucking hate some people.
ok this is the deal.
i come home from work and sit around and do nothing.
on my days off i usually sit around and do nothing.
there are a few reasons for this.
1- lack of funds.
2- most of my friends live 40 min away.
3- my friends that dont live 40 min away wake up uber early and dont usually hang out during the week.
4- my OTHER friends that dont live 40 min away work at night.
cool deal i swear.
so sometimes i get upset or lonely or completely stir crazy.
so a complain to a friend.
and he says "you need to relax"
"its just one night"
"pick up a hobby"
this is coming from the kid who is 90% of the time..
1- stoned.
2- never at home.
if i were stoned or drunk i would have no problem sitting at home by myself.
but i dont have a substance abuse problem.
and im sorry but all of my "friends" (you know those people that you always bad mouth to me) dont live in a 3 block radius from my house.
so dont give me that "oh you're just overreacting" bullshit.
you have NO idea what you're even talking about.
and clearly you're in a bit of denial my friend.
FUCK OFF!

apparently..

im posting one of these bad boys a month.

work is driving me insane!

people dont show up.

i have to cover for them.

my work doesnt get done.

i get yelled at.

cool guys real cool.

weekends.

i hate my job. mainly for the reason that i have to work on saturdays.

i stay home every friday night.

and do nothing.

its so boring.

i need to pick up a hobby.

maybe ill learn how to knit.

or sew.

i have no money. i hate money.

money is the devil.

hi.

so i havent written anything in here since the day i made this.

im a huge slacker.

time has been flying by lately.

i think its the time of the year.

theres so much going on.. birthdays, holidays, whateverdays.

i've been working a lot and somehow ive managed to make NO money.

it kinda stinks.

first.

This is my first blog.

Nicole i hope you enjoy reading this.

its for you.

<3